~The Fantasy~^_^

Treasurer?

2011-07-05T13:59:00.003+08:00

Ahahaha!! now i got myself becoming a treasurer for my uni music club~~ At first i thought it's all abt the money $$$~~
Well it way harder than tht~ have to start learning finance, and how to reduce cost for an event~~There's sooooo much to do@~@ it's getting reli busy for me nowadays...
I am still confuse of where do i need to start things first.... Well even though there are hardship, i still made new frens and happy moments as i live on my uni life~~~
Ganbatte Vinxent!!!^~^!

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2011-04-28T03:04:00.004+08:00

Every single night, before i close my eyes, questions keep wandering in my mind....... Who am i? Wht am i to u? Why am i here? Wht is my purpose of living? and all sorts of questions abt myself keep appearing...... I always wanted to answer this questions so tht i can have a good rest... But it seems tht, no matter how hard i think, i cant find the answer that satisfy me, or am i just denying myself? i wonder..... Guess there is still a long way to go before this answer can be answered... Maybe i think too much is wht my fren or you might be telling me but for me the answers to this questions are important to me. For now, i will live my life as it is and hope that i can have a good rest soon.....

My life?

2011-04-22T01:59:00.003+08:00

Hmmm, is the story of my life just this normal? I desire more adventure in my life!! more challenges!!! Not gonna make my life boring anymore!!! I wanna learn more things, make more friends and ........ watever, one day im gonna travel around the world and search for my stories!!!
Well they say tomorrow is gonna be a brand new day, i was hoping for something interesting to occur........ even though nothings gonna happen im gonna find something to do too!!! Hmmph!!
Do u think ur life is boring? Start making things happens rather than something happens to you!!
Whose with me?? XD Come on!! let's make our life more interesting people!!! *Fist*

"Soulmate"?

2011-04-12T16:38:00.004+08:00

For 10 years i loved her, ever since i met her since childhood. We have a lot of similarities, we coincidentally met and a lot of things like we're fated to be together. For 2 years i never met you nor contact you, for this 2 years i never really thought of you, even if i have crush on another girl and the feeling i had for u was gone, but you were always the girl to appear in my dreams.
I finally get to meet with you, but we're no longer able to communicate the way we were 2 years ago, as you slowly get further away from me and as i slowly doesn't understand you anymore, i keep wondering, why were we fated but not destined to be together. Are you my soulmate?

What is death?

2011-03-26T21:51:00.002+08:00

After i thought i was gonna be dead, thoughts of the meaning of "Death" comes to my mind.
Is Death really the end of everything??? Nowadays i believed that Death is just the beginning of something, life in this world is just a small part of our stories.
So what's gonna happen after death? The answer to this mystery will be revealed once i experience it myself.

New Chapter : University Life

2011-03-01T22:50:00.003+08:00

Woohoo!!! I finally entered uni life!!! cant believe there's stress on my first day of my uni!!!! Looks like the assignments and work tht i have to do to get good scores are more challenging this time. My objective:
1)Aim for Degree with Distinction!!!!! 3.6 CGPA!!!!
2)Make new friends!!!
3)Learn dance and music!!!

My new room at tbr is damn hot and dry!!!! It's like an oven here!!! OMG!!!! Hope i can find a new room to reside so tht i can study in a better environment!!!

Oh yea!~ A Job!!!

2010-08-03T15:31:00.003+08:00

Yes!!! Found a job!!! Teaching primary school kid nearby~Hehe!! then i can get money to travel and play ler!!! yes!!!!Well hope i get this job though~(worries)
Actually i needed this money for buying presents~arg!!! Birthdays birthdays birthdays~And to belanja ppl~XD
Haha well i hope those kid wouldn give me headache for the whole day~

Genting~~

2010-07-28T14:30:00.002+08:00

Fuhh~Wht a blast!!! Monday went to genting wif YX they all,very very fun indeed~although i din expect the deluxe room to be so dissapointing...my conclusion of the room is deluxe room=standard room for first world hotel!!! dun be fooled by it!!! Haha It's great tht the weather is nice tht day,we get to play a lot of rides and it's nt school holiday no need to wait very long XD!!!
The Night bowling in Genting is superb!!! it's glow in the dark bowling!!! And every white colour there will have a special effect on them(shoes,clothes etc)!!! ZZZ i thought can get 100 score but ended to get only 99==".....I din sleep much,but overall it was GREAT!!! thx to all those whom came!!! h3h3!!!

Stress for the coming exam

2010-04-20T17:23:00.001+08:00

EXAMS!!!! A2!!!! grrrr very scary must study but alwaz cant find the mood to do so.............i hope someone can help me wif my studies right now......reloi hope to get a good results for my A2......worried worried worried>

Trials finished.......

2010-04-01T18:06:00.001+08:00

sigh of relief.... Finally Trials over!!!but still not satisfied wif my results...I am going to do my work more harder now.....Schedule my time and less going to go for entertainment......Gambateh!!!

Opening of the new citc

2010-02-22T10:33:00.000+08:00

I am now at the new citc centre.............OMG!!! tht made it looks like KLIA!! WTH??? well speechless for me to describe it....DAMN big here and it opens till 9p.m!!! haha i felt like i can be here for 24 hours XP...

What the heck???

2010-02-20T20:11:00.002+08:00

This week is suuuuuuupeeerrrr duper boring and i dun even have one chinese new year photo....==" no new clothes..had to wear the old one...Haiz~then no frens at all here,DAMN lonely.....And wif all the weird dreams.....WHAT WEEK IS THIS??? Receive phone calls frm frens tht i dun expect to call and asked questions abt homework==......This is one boring boring new year>.Next week is my driving test some more....haiz so mah fan de....Hope can see my frens as soon as possible and hope someone will talk to me and understand the situation i am facing now.....

STRESS!!!!!

2009-11-24T00:57:00.003+08:00

I felt like i wanted to say all the bad words I can think of!! F**K Can't believe everything changes as time passes by!!!! Lectured by fren, giveb advise by him but in turn he just became my enemy/rival!!! wht the hell is he giving me those advise if he is going to use it for himself against me??? This is B*LLS**T!!The person i trusted most might become my enemy/rival instead!!!Sh**!! I can't believe i am facing this problem in my life!!!

SUNWAY PYRAMID!!!!!

2009-11-21T16:38:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a blast!!! After the Final Exam for AS,we went to sunway pyramid to celebrate and to enjoy ourselves!!!(Leo,Jing Wen,Ki kien,Nicholas,Jolyn,Jia yi and me)...The first thing we do is to eat~we ate our lunch at Mr.Teppenyaki which costs me Rm18.80 for my lunch!! Quite expensive lo~but once on awhile can la~XP!! after eating lunch we decided to watch movie!!! Christmas Carol is the tittle!!! but there's no good position to sit at 1.40p.m movie so we decided to watch at 6p.m instead~

For the meantime Leo,Jia yi and me go ice skating to meet up wif Jolyn while Nicholas,Jing wen and ki kien watch another movie(2012)......So the 4 of us went skating and it was superb!!! well i fell down on the ice XP!!(At least not caused by Leo and Jolyn whom gang bang me)XD!!! I SPRAINED MY WRIST!!!! Ouch!

Well after all of that we finally watched movie together(without Jing wen,ki kien and jolyn as they hv somewhere else or some business to do)...I gave the movie a rating of 8 out of 10 for overall!! It was a great movie indeed!!! We went shopping and McD after tht and our celebration ended at 11.00p.m when we all went back to our place.....EXCEPT FOR ME!! XP!!(I actually stay up to 3 a.m!!!) Playing wif computer XP!!! Hope We can have another great outing like this again soon!!!XD!

Wa >_< i made a mistake!!!

2009-11-21T16:28:00.002+08:00

Haiz~To my frens whom i hv FFK last week....Reli reli sorry>_<... I tottaly forgot abt that day appointment till i realize it was already too late>_<.. Sorry reli reli sorry......Next time belanja u all la dun be mad at me>_<

Hmmmm~

2009-10-31T05:36:00.002+08:00

I'll start update my blog more often now~hehe kind of start liking this blogging stuff~^_^ well more and more exam pressure are coming onto me but i still can relax somehow~I'll try to do my best in this exam though i'm not sure how good can my results get~Hehe^^

The Difficulties I Had and Have

2009-08-22T22:47:00.006+08:00

Sigh~ For 9 months i hv been in the West, I have faced a lot of new things and problems as well......I need to face situation like making a crucial decision at a crucial time and it's not a pleasent one cause what i say or do might change the results after that>_<......Rivalry,frens fighting,feelings and etc.......Well at least i made new frens here which treat me really nice all different kind of frens are made^^ No matter wht's the problems and difficulties i face i will solve it!!!!^_^

Different country,Different lifestyle part 2

2009-06-28T12:46:00.004+08:00

Now in the year 2009!!! I am back to my own country, Malaysia !!!After 16 long years!!! Haha...Well things are really different here than in Brunei,there's a lot and lot of activities and events that keeps me busy all the times!!!! Not only that there's a lot of new things that i hv to learn here for example:I have to learn how to take LRT,learn the map of West Malaysia(Hahaha i am a malaysian yet i don't know this lolz,XD),the culture here and especially the short form of words used by my frens!!! like AFK,FFK and a lot more!!!Hahaha....

By coming here i also felt myself becomed more matured in thoughts though,I started thinking a lot of things about me and others and i always thought how childish i was back in Brunei!!XD. I met a lot of new and exciting frens here that gave me a lot of joy and sweet memories^_^!!! They taught me and helped me in a lot of things and i really appreciate them for this^_^!

Talking about the environment here,there's a lot of high rise buildings here that brunei doesn't have and that I have to be extra careful in malaysia here cause there are many crimes occuring especially TBR near my hostel>_< Well never the less malaysia have given me a lot of entertainment and experiences and i look forward for more exciting and random events to occurs!!!!^_^

Different country,Different lifestyle part 1

2009-06-12T15:14:00.004+08:00

16 years ago........I lived in a very peaceful country and with the most nature surrounding it i have ever seen, this country is called Brunei Darussalam(Adobe of peace). I have been living in that country for 16 years since i was a baby and i am very glad that i did. What is this country like why is it so peaceful???? I have heard this questions a lot of times though.....Well,this country was ruled by one king,the sultan and there are no parties like malaysia,the people of this country love his majesty very much as the king helps the poor and he is very kind...Brunei have freshest air i have ever breathed and low crime rates that i can even walk out alone in the street in the middle of the night without fear of robbery,etc.....
My family and i lived in the most unpopulated district(there are 4 districts),for so far i heard that this district is mainly to conserve the nature around it and therefore wherever i go around the district i cannot even miss a sight of the forest(I am surrounded by FOREST).Although there are less entertainment there as the country haven't really developed like malaysia yet but i still can have a lot of FUN!!!! I Love to swim in the very clear natural river,hiking up the hills,riding bicycles around the district,playing with fire,drive my dad's car(without licence)hehehe and the thing i LOVED MOST is play wooden sword hehehe(can train how to use a sword.....just joking) well i sure miss my wooden sword a lot as it have accompanied me for 6 years!!! The people in Brunei is very friendly and although there are less chinese people we treat each other equally(no racism,i respect their culture and religion and they too respect us) and i made a lot of friends and best friends there!!!I sure miss them a LOT>_<>